Sunday, April 6, 2014

one vanilla ice cream cone, please.

photo cred: alixann loosle photography

Maybe its because I have fifteen pounds of homework crushing my soul. Maybe its because I listen to the most depressing songs on my way home from work. Maybe it’s because I ruined my favorite pair of green pants, or maybe its because my heartstrings feel like they are being pulled in a million and one directions. Whatever it was causing my gloom, it culminated with one defeated tweet: “worst. day. ever.” 

I applaud those who remain positive amid difficulty. I always try to find the light in things, and eventually I do, but sometimes it takes a little ice cream for me to see it.

As I grow older, and as my list of responsibilities lengthens, I am becoming increasingly aware of the consequence of my actions. But the expectation to be a doting daughter and dress well and be a good friend, when paired with the pressure inherent to college, makes smart decision-making difficult. I am engulfed by obligation, consumed by people and things that will have no effect on my future.

So riddle me this: How do you live in the moment while still looking to the future?

Wishing everyone happy thoughts.

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